It’s winter. Well, technically, it’s still fall. But nobody associates December with colorful leaves and pumpkin-spice everything. Certainly not growth.
December means snow. December is bleak; the days are short and the nights are long. The trees are bare and the bears are sleeping.
December is winter.
Except when it’s really not.
When I first re-returned to California in October, this was the barren, browntastic view from my new living situation:
Over two months later, amid the last week leading up to Christmas, this is my updated view of those same brown hills:
It’s hard to tell from the .000003 pixelation of my snazzy phone-camera, but yes, that is indeed grass growing on those formerly dusty hills. Vibrant, green grass suddenly sprouting in abundance after weeks of southern California’s annual end-of-year rains.
It’s winter for everyone else in this country, but it’s basically springtime here. I ran down a trail the other day and saw numerous trees spotted with bright yellow lemons. Been running down this same trail for over two months now, and didn’t see that literally fruitful sight in October.
Last week I broke the silence and spilled the beans on my recent lack of inspiration. My apathy for writing and further apathy for life.
I committed to No Shave November like I’ve done the last couple years, but guess what? Unlike the last couple years, I actually “survived” until December.
But now it’s the middle of December, and I’m still “surviving.” Don’t really see any need to stop the stubbly hairy trend. An outward symbol of my inner barrenness.
Those distant hills didn’t transform overnight. It was a slow process, beginning with mere drops from that first unsuspecting rain of the season.
And before I even knew to expect the transformation, I walked to my car and did a double-take. Suddenly realized lavishly green hills before me. Like God had dipped His brush into some Peas in a Pod and completely changed the background of this painting.
Remember The Wizard of Oz, when everything switches from black and white to abundant color?
I don’t exactly have a rosy, Christianese tie-in to my life; I’m sure it’s there, but again, I’m kinda lacking in the inspiration department right now.
But I can simply observe what’s happening beyond my window: springtime growth when much of this country has already been buried under feet of snow.
There’s something in that. Even amid this endless inspirationless stretch, I’m pretty sure of some grandiose lesson in this pair of images.
And so I’m hopeful for unexpected growth. Even in winter.
Fall. Whatever.
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